Urgently need s room in Southend with no deposit

Hi all my name is samia and I am urgently looking for a clean safe furnished toon in Southend or any close by areas I am a very quiet person so a little bit about me for the last one year and a half I was living in morroco with my small family three weeks ago I returned to England and my small son was taken by his father and not returned this is very stressful upsetting and difficult i found a room in a house with a family I feel not welcome if I use the washing machine they roll there eyes and say why you Always wash clothes I can’t cook because I feel uncomfortable and same for shower so all day everyday im outside and it’s hard if anyone has a clean room where I could be welcome please let me
Samia ☺️